My body and my psyche are at war with regards sex at the moment. Suffered with intense pain again yesterday evening, but the good news is I saw a GP in the day, and finally have the oestrogen cream I need, if it's GSM.

The bad news is, she doesn't think it IS GSM, and has booked me for an ultrasound as I'm having deep pain on one side, which could be something ovarian.

Libido remains high, body remains... disappointingly broken. -sigh-

Eventually I'll get answers/relief, I guess.