I am getting angry tonight.

I know it is autistic to expect fairness and rule-following in the real world but it still stings me at 54yo how ineffective "justice" and accountability is IRL.

It still seems incredible to me that people vote against their own interests. How performative cruelty to "others" is more palatable than change and how so many people seem blind to the total corruption in front of them.

It also saddens me how short people's memories are when it comes to politics, celebrity and morality.

As I write this I am being tickled in the LOL gland by beige.party people and I think they are keeping me sane.