@JustaJason007 there is something really like... pride inspiring? about seeing folks you grew up with in the sense that theyre just kids like you were and now were all grown and look at how real shit people are, its so wild feeling. sometimes to me the world feels kind of static and this is wrong, it is changing all the time and kids today are going to be examples for their peers some day and will take up positions that, in my mind, belong to other people or maybe no one.

im rambling. its exciting that as the world changes we get to see people we thought were one thing become something else and seeing that growth is so fascinating.