Discussion
Been having a rough couple of brain days, just a lot of vibratingly busy brain to the point where it spills over into bodily restlessness and throbs of shapeless anxiety, and close to nil ability to make myself do things that need doing or even fall into the pleasant distraction of things that don’t but that I ordinarily like.
It happens, it’s transient, it’ll be better tomorrow or the next day or the next. Just keep reminding myself that. Fuckin’ brains, man.
It’s tremendously boring to talk about and tremendously boring (under the third-rail unpleasantness of the emotional and physical vibrating) to experience and I am glad it is not a thing that is happening all the time like it used to to be. But because it’s boring it’s also just not something I’m gonna gripe about on main every time because that feels tedious and I have an actual therapist. But blarg. Feh. Urf.
@joshmillard the spicy parts of my neurology, particularly the epilepsy but all the executive function bits too, find this time of year the seasonal equivalent of the witching hour.
This too shall pass. At least it always has before. Not sure what external factor I’m going to conveniently blame when we don’t change clocks this year.
I can escape that with heavy cardio.
Dunno if you have a heavy dose of ADHD like I do, but I get into that state myself.
@joshmillard The mind is a strange place to live.