i feel like if an actual anti-capitalist government ever comes into power, it should just put me to death

because there are only two outcomes

one, it will turn out to be one of those awful tankie ones that hates personal freedoms and wants everyone to submit to the party's demands, but unlike the fascists, it will actually know how to manage stuff and will enjoy a level of support the far-right won't, so my opposition to it will come across as wanting to bring back all the worst things about capitalism

two, it will actually be very democratic and good, actually, and will try to build a society where everyone works towards the common good, except by that point i will have stopped believing that such a thing even exists, and any of my passions will have also gone out, and i'd just be a waste of oxygen and food