Nobody warns you that achieving your biggest goal feels like a hangover. Buzz Aldrin walked on the fucking moon, came home, and fell into depression and alcoholism.
Why?
Because where the hell do you go after the moon?
https://www.joanwestenberg.com/p/how-to-think-about-the-void-and-how
@Daojoan
Ohhhh... I felt a mini version of that twice in my life. Experiencing something others didn't and can't talk about in the way you'd like - it leaves an empty space.