made the involuntary mistake of thinking about where I was a year ago, what I should have spent this week celebrating, and like 4 or 5 other rapid fire things I looked forward to for a long time only for some comfortable arsehole's bullshit to cause me to miss them
bad idea
need sleep. need food. need hold. need safe home. need security. need to be fucking working instead of doing free labour
need a li ttle fucking justice around here for once
i hope this works i hope this works i hope this works i hope this works
i just want a home. or at least... at least somewhere okay, that isn't bleeding me completely dry and risking what's left of my health on top
alreadyfeel like I've compromised far too much again, because what fucking choice is there
I hope that's just all my frustration and lifetime of trauma around this exact kind of bullshit talking