I wish I had someone to play with. ☹️
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@woozle Somebody to give half a shit I guess.
Which I know I don't deserve. Nobody just automatically deserves attention. you have to earn it. And if my shit isn't good enough that's just the way it is. I shouldn't whine.
@researchbuzz It's not that it's not good enough; that is [I want to say "objectively" but I think a generic intensity-amplifier adverb would be more accurate] ridiculous.
It's just a little specialized for most folks. It is nonetheless very good and I am rather in awe at times. ...partly because a lot of it is over my ADHD head; I might be able to take it in properly if it were the only thing I was focusing on... but right now I have my own special-interest-children* to attempt (and often fail) to focus on... while the rest of my idea-children sit starving in the backroom, waiting for me to have time for them...
...speaking of feelings of inadequacy 😅
(* metaphorical children -- although the ex-children living here to whom'st I was a co-parent are also AuDHD and have their own special interests as well, so the phrase is also true in that respect.)
@woozle I try to share with journalists, teachers, somebody I think would try to find it useful, and they just blank on me.
It's okay, I know I'm niche and weird, it doesn't matter.
@researchbuzz Play with numbers an' stuff?